Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I’m writing from experience, all the sleep stuff is true about me, it’s 1:11am when I’m writing this so yeah :/ does anyone else have bad sleeping problems? Honestly I wish Peter/Tom were there to comfort me every time this happened to me. He had his boxers on and I had a singlet and underwear on, heĬomforted me and made me feel safe in that moment and truly, that I would never Then Peter laid down next to me, snuggling into me and being theīig spoon, I didn’t care if the others found us and apparently neither did he,Īlthough I felt as if he was being mendacious. Well, I thought that it was my fault” he explained, finally opening up to me. Was never the same… I couldn’t sleep and I could barely function. “I understand you completely, I know the feeling- maybe not as muchĪs you or Cap, but I do. Got super nervous then I’d hate to know what would’ve happened” I sighed, “I’m just glad you didn’t exacerbate the whole situation… if you With a croaky tone- still recovering from the incident before. It scares me and I get anxious and start freaking out” I explained, “No, Pete I just… I’ve always hated being- uh, well alone and in “It wasn’t that bad, was it?” Peter chuckled. My body flopped down onto the bed, that had tired me out- theyĪlways do, it always gets worse with everyone.
I relaxed into him, my hands had resumed to their normal positionįrom being clenched and I could feel myself becoming freer. Simple kiss changed everything, it calmed me down and cleared my mind, although It wasn’t making out or anything, just a simple kiss and that Spluttered, before he pulled me into a kiss. Okay, this is um, definitely not how I- well- I wanted this to go” he It just made me cry even more “I don’t know what to- Christ, uh, The liquid sadness poured and poured like a waterfall, it showed no sign of stopping anytime soon. “N- no, no, don’t cry- uh, calm down, please?” He begged. “The dark…” I breathed, now shaking violently and erupting into a Peter then wrapped his well-built arms around me, I felt somewhatĬomforted but not any better, then he embraced me tightly and I could feel his “Shhhh, calm down, um, pay attention to my voice, yeah” he cooed, “I- I can’t” I panted, flailing my arms around in panic. His eyes darted open, he could see what was happening, although he Getting worse “Peter!” I said, more frantically this time, bracing myself on Waking him up was the last resort, I needed to as I could feel it Sleeping, he looked so sound and soft, I could hear his small little breaths. I opened the already ajar door that lead to where Peter was I knew he had sleeping problems and I had talked to him constantly. I tried to be careful not to wake anyone else up, especially Cap as Peter and I had been talking for awhile now, we went to the same school and after everything went down with Tony Stark we get even closer- he was my best friend and we had a close bond. “Pete” I breathed faintly, I couldn’t do much apart from stumble
My breaths started to get more laboured, I felt dizzy and sick, IĪlready knew what was coming before I felt it hit, my heart was pounding and my It, my thoughts and anxieties were jumbled up, I was drowning instead of My anxiety was taking hold of me and I couldn’t do a thing about The sleeping tablets I took gave me side effects such asĭepression, hallucinations or even more vivid paranoia. Younger years, when I didn’t have nightmares I had panic attacks or sleep It had started with the constant nightmares, every night through my
My mirror, that someone was watching me or that I was going to get killed by a Moving around me and spying on me, that something was gonna jump out at me from The paranoia constantly overtook me, I felt as if the shadows were I couldn’t sleep for the death of me, I’d never been good at Warnings: Mentions of depression, Anxiety, Depression, Mentions of nightmares, Mentions of paranoia. (GIFs not mine, all credit to the owners)
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